Goodbye 2009

 

5 Days since Christmas came to pass..
and already we're heading to the new year.

2009 was a big big year.

I would still say that the start of 2009 was a bright one. I really had my head held high and my feet on the ground. It was the perfect start of the year.

Music wise, I really wanted to Jam this year, but it didn't happen because not all of us were free. But earlier on Naz and I did some recordings of our own. Eventually I managed to play better and learned faster.

My football team.

We played football like always. But towards the mid of the year, I thought that my football team was going to die. Everyone was busy and they didn't really took much effort into coming on a Saturday morning. However, alot of them still had the interest in them and thats enough. I don't know If i can play football

College, oh yes..

At first, college was scary. I was excited and nervous both at the same time. But after a while, College life was just far more hectic than the normal secondary life. Theres alot of characters and alot of interesting people. Sad to say that theres still "unnessasary misunderstandings" among some, but coming together to do the "Peg Society" Project showed alot of effort and team work. Something I hope that will continue in the future.

I made alot of good friends in college. As usual, I was very "emo" and "quiet" and "arrogant" at first. Thats cause I was still getting used to the people i'm around with. I was practically observing the people I'm around. They got the wrong idea of me those pessimistic person.


I guess I have Wayne Ken to thank for introducing me to the rest of them.

Also my group leader, Navin Kumar, for making me feel "wanted" among them.

I also got Lian Chye Hong to thank for being an awesome partner in Pastry and Kitchen classes. Its fun to be around them.

Vivien Chai also, first first she was that girl that GOB LOK everyone. Hahaha.. She was that funny person to be with. 

Anna also! for the Oreos! :)
So thanks!

Aiman too! It is so fun to meet someone funny like he is. Very Random and very funny. :)

Most of my other buddies from Matrics and Other Universities. It was wonderful to have them back during the holidays. I only get to be me when I'm with them. Without them, I'm just a dead battery. 

Calvin came back from time to time, and when he did come back, we always went out! Didn't matter if it was just Yam Cha or a movie. We had fun times la. He as usual with his "star marks" but can't deny it, he memang pun power, so we can't say he's not! hahaha..

Hafiz went to Perak without telling anyone what was happening. We also thought for a second that something happen to him but he came back on November. Omg, he was the joker in our group and to have him back was the funniest thing. He was the one to urge me to play football to so yea. With Hafiz around, theres always a reason to go to Rejab. hahaha.. :)

Loh Win Sung. Mangsa NS. he went for National Service. He didn't really complete the whole thing. So nice, people go 3 months, he only went for 1 1/2 months. He has chicken pox and of coz, the Swine Flu outbreak. But with him around, Badminton was always intact. There was also a reason to go out and yam cha.

Nazim had his reasons for the things he did and as an understanding friend, I respected his descisions. He had alot of things planned out to do and he didn't just say it, he made it happen. He sacrificed alot of the things we usually do like play football, get together, hanging out and stuffs like that to ease himself. But to have him back after a long time was good. Great to have him around too. Naz and I have too much history to talk about. hahaha.


Leon Chan Choon Liong and I have lots to talk about because we are both doing Hospitality Management. We overnight at his place the other day and it was fun la. Choon Liong was also that type of person that is so blur that anything he does is funny. Thanks man.

I have a long list to go if I continue.. so I'll stop here.

To those Unsung Heroes like Ho Kar Fei, Kheng Wai, Ku, Kent, Mogan and the rest of you.. You guys were awesome too!

I just want to thank all of you for making my days wonderful throughout 2009..

My family are always going to be there for me and they made their mark this year towards the end of the year. Something was missing in me and that was the bond of being with my family. This was a wonderful time. I really enjoyed being with them. My Mom, My Dad, the siblings, Josh.. Its fun to make an idiot of my sister. HAHAHA..

Well, I also have this special person to thank.

This year was a hard one for the both of us. It was difficult for the both of us to meet on a regular basis. But everytime we met, it was a moment to die for. I appreciate all the times we spend together. You know it, I know it, we both know it. Along the way there were problem times, but we stood by each other and made it through. Theres nothing left to say here cause I've already told you everything you are to me. I just want these people to know how fortunate, how grateful, and how lucky I am, to have had you in my life after all this time..

During the break, i thought we could spend more time with each other and make those moments wonderful like how we want it to be. That didn't happen. We were suppose to get lost too.. But that didn't happen either.. Too many things and its hard.. I want to be there to face it with you, but for some reason, something tells me you stop trying, that you stop caring. Its clear from my point of view and I'm sorry if I'm wrong..

Maranwë,

From the beginning,

it was always about you
to be happy and now,

thats still all I want.

For you to be happy.

I love you..

I finally, finallly got myself a MANCHESTER UNITED JERSEY with the Number 10! This was making me so happy!

Wayne Rooney! :)

Manchester coming to Malaysia was another thing. I am not afraid to die anymore. I finally watched Manchester United played life infront of my very eyes!

PAIN!!

Sad thing about all this is, I started having this pain from an operation I had years ago. I don't know what is going to happen but may it be. I'm forced to give up football and other sports because of this.


Oh yea..
I'm sorry to say that I have finally decided to move on in this blogspot.
www.freshcoconutwater.blogspot.com, will be made available for all to read.


But I'm not going to continue any posting here.
Leaving all the past behind and starting fresh.


One last time, I just want to thank every one for following me on this wonderful journey. It was good to have comments along the way. It was great to have new followers, and unknown ones too..


I'm would also take this time out to apologise to anyone at all, for not being the person you thought I would have been. I never meant to hurt anyone along the way, you all know better than that. I'm sorry if I misunderstood or got mad, or worse, didn't do anything at all.

I will make it a point to change my ways this New Year.

Happy Birthday To the Decemberians.

Loh Win Sung,
Navin Kumar,
Hareen T,
Gan Sim Yee,
Hafiz Wahiduzzaman,
Ho Kar Fei,
Aiman Syahiran,
Jocelyn Tumun,
Lee Sin Ken,
Ivan Alias,
Lim Shiw Wei,
Michael Owen of Manchester United,
Danang Prakoso.. and many more... :)

I had the Miracles of December indeed and it came from my Family. They made everything wonderful this year. It made me realise how important they were to me but i was at fault for neglecting them. The Christmas tree did its part in showing me how wonderful Christmas was.

January has its own stories..
I'll be celebrating my new year's breakfast in Rejab and if anyone is interested to join.. Be my guest..

My wish for the new year is that everyone is loved. Stop the endless fight of complications and unnessasary wars. Just a chance to find better days..


Please keep me in your prayers..
I'll keep you in mine..

Goodbye and Good Luck to you all..

Happy New Year..

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