Goodbye 2009

 

5 Days since Christmas came to pass..
and already we're heading to the new year.

2009 was a big big year.

I would still say that the start of 2009 was a bright one. I really had my head held high and my feet on the ground. It was the perfect start of the year.

Music wise, I really wanted to Jam this year, but it didn't happen because not all of us were free. But earlier on Naz and I did some recordings of our own. Eventually I managed to play better and learned faster.

My football team.

We played football like always. But towards the mid of the year, I thought that my football team was going to die. Everyone was busy and they didn't really took much effort into coming on a Saturday morning. However, alot of them still had the interest in them and thats enough. I don't know If i can play football

College, oh yes..

At first, college was scary. I was excited and nervous both at the same time. But after a while, College life was just far more hectic than the normal secondary life. Theres alot of characters and alot of interesting people. Sad to say that theres still "unnessasary misunderstandings" among some, but coming together to do the "Peg Society" Project showed alot of effort and team work. Something I hope that will continue in the future.

I made alot of good friends in college. As usual, I was very "emo" and "quiet" and "arrogant" at first. Thats cause I was still getting used to the people i'm around with. I was practically observing the people I'm around. They got the wrong idea of me those pessimistic person.


I guess I have Wayne Ken to thank for introducing me to the rest of them.

Also my group leader, Navin Kumar, for making me feel "wanted" among them.

I also got Lian Chye Hong to thank for being an awesome partner in Pastry and Kitchen classes. Its fun to be around them.

Vivien Chai also, first first she was that girl that GOB LOK everyone. Hahaha.. She was that funny person to be with. 

Anna also! for the Oreos! :)
So thanks!

Aiman too! It is so fun to meet someone funny like he is. Very Random and very funny. :)

Most of my other buddies from Matrics and Other Universities. It was wonderful to have them back during the holidays. I only get to be me when I'm with them. Without them, I'm just a dead battery. 

Calvin came back from time to time, and when he did come back, we always went out! Didn't matter if it was just Yam Cha or a movie. We had fun times la. He as usual with his "star marks" but can't deny it, he memang pun power, so we can't say he's not! hahaha..

Hafiz went to Perak without telling anyone what was happening. We also thought for a second that something happen to him but he came back on November. Omg, he was the joker in our group and to have him back was the funniest thing. He was the one to urge me to play football to so yea. With Hafiz around, theres always a reason to go to Rejab. hahaha.. :)

Loh Win Sung. Mangsa NS. he went for National Service. He didn't really complete the whole thing. So nice, people go 3 months, he only went for 1 1/2 months. He has chicken pox and of coz, the Swine Flu outbreak. But with him around, Badminton was always intact. There was also a reason to go out and yam cha.

Nazim had his reasons for the things he did and as an understanding friend, I respected his descisions. He had alot of things planned out to do and he didn't just say it, he made it happen. He sacrificed alot of the things we usually do like play football, get together, hanging out and stuffs like that to ease himself. But to have him back after a long time was good. Great to have him around too. Naz and I have too much history to talk about. hahaha.


Leon Chan Choon Liong and I have lots to talk about because we are both doing Hospitality Management. We overnight at his place the other day and it was fun la. Choon Liong was also that type of person that is so blur that anything he does is funny. Thanks man.

I have a long list to go if I continue.. so I'll stop here.

To those Unsung Heroes like Ho Kar Fei, Kheng Wai, Ku, Kent, Mogan and the rest of you.. You guys were awesome too!

I just want to thank all of you for making my days wonderful throughout 2009..

My family are always going to be there for me and they made their mark this year towards the end of the year. Something was missing in me and that was the bond of being with my family. This was a wonderful time. I really enjoyed being with them. My Mom, My Dad, the siblings, Josh.. Its fun to make an idiot of my sister. HAHAHA..

Well, I also have this special person to thank.

This year was a hard one for the both of us. It was difficult for the both of us to meet on a regular basis. But everytime we met, it was a moment to die for. I appreciate all the times we spend together. You know it, I know it, we both know it. Along the way there were problem times, but we stood by each other and made it through. Theres nothing left to say here cause I've already told you everything you are to me. I just want these people to know how fortunate, how grateful, and how lucky I am, to have had you in my life after all this time..

During the break, i thought we could spend more time with each other and make those moments wonderful like how we want it to be. That didn't happen. We were suppose to get lost too.. But that didn't happen either.. Too many things and its hard.. I want to be there to face it with you, but for some reason, something tells me you stop trying, that you stop caring. Its clear from my point of view and I'm sorry if I'm wrong..

Maranwë,

From the beginning,

it was always about you
to be happy and now,

thats still all I want.

For you to be happy.

I love you..

I finally, finallly got myself a MANCHESTER UNITED JERSEY with the Number 10! This was making me so happy!

Wayne Rooney! :)

Manchester coming to Malaysia was another thing. I am not afraid to die anymore. I finally watched Manchester United played life infront of my very eyes!

PAIN!!

Sad thing about all this is, I started having this pain from an operation I had years ago. I don't know what is going to happen but may it be. I'm forced to give up football and other sports because of this.


Oh yea..
I'm sorry to say that I have finally decided to move on in this blogspot.
www.freshcoconutwater.blogspot.com, will be made available for all to read.


But I'm not going to continue any posting here.
Leaving all the past behind and starting fresh.


One last time, I just want to thank every one for following me on this wonderful journey. It was good to have comments along the way. It was great to have new followers, and unknown ones too..


I'm would also take this time out to apologise to anyone at all, for not being the person you thought I would have been. I never meant to hurt anyone along the way, you all know better than that. I'm sorry if I misunderstood or got mad, or worse, didn't do anything at all.

I will make it a point to change my ways this New Year.

Happy Birthday To the Decemberians.

Loh Win Sung,
Navin Kumar,
Hareen T,
Gan Sim Yee,
Hafiz Wahiduzzaman,
Ho Kar Fei,
Aiman Syahiran,
Jocelyn Tumun,
Lee Sin Ken,
Ivan Alias,
Lim Shiw Wei,
Michael Owen of Manchester United,
Danang Prakoso.. and many more... :)

I had the Miracles of December indeed and it came from my Family. They made everything wonderful this year. It made me realise how important they were to me but i was at fault for neglecting them. The Christmas tree did its part in showing me how wonderful Christmas was.

January has its own stories..
I'll be celebrating my new year's breakfast in Rejab and if anyone is interested to join.. Be my guest..

My wish for the new year is that everyone is loved. Stop the endless fight of complications and unnessasary wars. Just a chance to find better days..


Please keep me in your prayers..
I'll keep you in mine..

Goodbye and Good Luck to you all..

Happy New Year..

FINAL ENTRY : Post Number 435

Hi..

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Hi..

How are you doing?
Is everything ok?
I hope so..

Whats wrong?
Do you wanna talk about it?

Or

Are you that busy?

Hope you didn't forget that I'm here..
See you around..

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Ocean Eyes

Fireflies - Owl City..

now thats a song full of music..

I woke up at 12.30pm on Tuesday. That one also because I got a call from Miss Ruzana. She was at KLCC, asking if I wanted to join them for a movie. Them : Ikhsan and her niece and nephew.

Initially I wanted to go to KLCC to find for that converse so I said ok.

This is Me and Ikhsan..

Both of us are Taylorian. He is doing is ADP in the other campus and its fun to talk to him. hahaha. Miss Ruzana intially introduced him to us (Calvin, Naz and I) in Bukit Jalil for the Manchester United Match.

We entered the cinema hall 1. Miss Ruzana told us that we were the only 2 noice in the whole theater. It was funny la. All of the sudden, I'm talking alot. Just like the old me use to be. I guess its the influence I have with the guys (Calvin and Naz) and Miss Ruzana.

After the movie, I excused myself to the Converse. Sadly, they ask me to try Mid Valley. Without even trying, i think the result is the same. So, theres only 2 main places I'm going to go. Sunway and Mid Valley.

Lost Lovers..

Lovers in Japan.. 

They are turning my head out
To see what I'm all about
Keeping my head down
To see what it feels like now
But I have no doubt
One day the sun will come out

Lost!

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one

These two songs were sung by Coldplay. I think you all should have an idea of who they are now. Putting aside Viva La Vida. That song was with no doubt at all Coldplay's best work of art.

But lets look at Lovers in Japan and Lost!. These songs have one thing in common. Both of them are about strength, postive and confidence.

As you notice the lyrics beside the pictures, it pretty much sums up what I mean don't you agree.
I find this 2 song very very positive from Coldplay. Its explaining part of your life, well, mine actually.

Theres alot of people who thinks I'm just weak and all sad and easy. See people thats where you're wrong.. I am very observant..

I'm not as stupid as you think. I test you..
What I need is not your advise of what is right or wrong, but for you to take initiative in what you say and show that you care.

So when I do something wrong, think twice. Because the wrong can be right.. and the right can be wrong..

2009..

A year of growing up..

A year of pretending..

A year of fitting in..

A year of trying..

A year of realisation..

I have no doubt..

One day the sun will come out. 

Sunday's Sun

Never thought December would suck this hard.

Mariah Carey did a remake of I Wanna Know What Love Is by The Foreigners.

It was only 2 weeks ago I realised.. Forgot to talk about it..
Modern Age music is dying.. What to do??

The other remakes?
Time after Time by Cyndi Lauper sung by Quiet Drive..

I still think Punk Rock stands out from the rest.. What ever they do seems to relate to todays world. Metal on the other hand is like jingle bells in my ears.

Today I felt, A MIGRAIN!



WHY? I drank Coffee! =.="
I slept late.. woke up early..
Don't blame me..

For your information.. the MUG on the right.. is nothing..
My MUG is 3 times the SIZE of this puny thing..

Too much caffein?? aihz..
All of a sudden I don't freaking care.. I'm going to die soon anyways.

My Gold Fishes

I want to talk about my pet fish.

I have an aquariam. My aquariam is installed with a oxygen tank for the fishes inside. I also have some green plants inside. Oh yea, there is also a Haunted Castle Gate Wall too. It looks haunted because of the color. Its dirty too. But I washed it earlier. So its looks ok now.

I have some sand in there too. White sand.

I only had 1 fish on Christmas Eve. But my dad bought another 2 just to make it look full.

These are my Gold Fishes.. =.='

 

Yea. Notice that orange one at the back?? That one cacat abit. Cause it likes to hide behind the greens and look up. I don't know why it does that, but it was normal. But when I give food. it wants it..

The one on the left is the other new one..

 

This one however, I don't know whether to call it a Gold Fish or a White Fish, but it has been with me for the past 5 years. That was since the first time I got the aquariam.

This fishy was brave enough to witness 8 deaths. The other fishes don't have the caliber this fish has. I bought it when it was very small. Now it growed so big and it has a beautiful skirt.

I have my Dad to thank for that. He and I always took care of the fishes.

I'm talking about the fishes cause alot of visitors came by and asked what type of fish was that.. So yea.. its a GOLD/WHITE Fish. :)

Thank You..

I don't include my relatives because its "COMPULSARY" for them to wish me anyways. :)
But to these wonderful people..

I felt like creditting them for wishing me..

(Chronologically)

Ivan Chia Kok Kang

Jocelyn Tumun ak Jonny

Kelvin Kwong Kok Khuen

Lim Wei Wan

Wong Yang Kent

Rainbow Lian Chye Hong

Ryan Ho Kok Loong

Looi Kah Shein (the bomoh)

Micheal Arthur Helboldt

Vivien Chai Su Hui

Afiqah Isabelle Yusuf

Fong Kheng Wai

Mariah Huibrechts

Nurliana binti Azhar

Sanjay Selvasubramaniam Anthony

 

Albert Van Hum Lian

Moganraj a/l Kalimuthu

Nurhashrin Jamaluddin

Pn Mariam binti Abbas

Ruzana binti Tukimin

Calvin Yong Yee Zhun

Leon Chan Choon Liong

Vincent Loh Win Sung

Kenny Lee Sin Ken

Muhammad Hafiz bin Wahidduzaman

Mohd Nazim bin Amin

Navin Kumar

Suleyman Kushairi

Veve Lim Shiw Wei

Anna Nuraina

Najihah binti Mohd Kamal

John Ng Chee Whye

Maisarah binti Zakaria

It wasn't a long list at all to start with.. But these people here, never-the-less if its a simple forward message to all, or a short phone call, but they cared enough for to include me in their blessing for this Glorious Day.

I would like to take this time out, with my deepest and most humble heart to say that, everyone of you made my Christmas wonderful. Not only by a simple message, but to show you care for me. Thank you very much.

And for those who ever know/knew/thought they know/might have known/ might have forgotton, me. OR those who got too caught up with Christmas, or even too shy to wish, don't worry. I'm not sad or disappointed. You have your reasons and I'll still keep you in my prayers.

You might have forgotton me as a friend.

But I'll always remember you as a person that inspired me.

Now I have to go watch Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi (Shhhhh!) on Channel 8..

Merry Christmas too you all..

Merry Christmas

It was a busy week for everyone.. I was excused from certain work from the house..

SO anyways..

This is what my tree would look like this year..

Its beautiful isn't it?

Well, I took the picture that very night when everything was completed..
I'm happy to see the tree up there.

Christmas was suppose to be about sharing and being with everyone around you.. Somehow, Christmas also refected my life..

See, I was always depending on that one person to make my day different that I was just ignorant and refuse to see it come from others.

I don't want to bother about anything for time being..

All I want for Christmas.. is to be with the people who wants to be with me..
I want it to be wonderful because it is my favourite day of the year..

Its time for forgiving and forgetting..

Its time for miracles and wishes..

Its time to sharing and caring..

Jesus you're 2009 years old

Somehow, i remembered Mr Adrian's definition of Christmas..

Its not Merry Christmas..

its Happy 2009 Birthday to Jesus.. 

hahaha.. 

Merry Christmas everyone..
Thank you for being with me, around me, along me, and taking all my nonsense and sharing my tears and joy.. I trully appreciate every moment of it..


Non of the wonderful moments can go away..
and it will never go away unless you want it to..


Thank you..
Cheers..

WILL BE BACK AFTER CHRISTMAS..

Digging Deeper #13

Well, it wasn't exactly my birthday..

It was my last day of work..
Back in July..

I can say that I had the time of my life working with the rest of the crew. Working for one thing was indeed fun. I can go on and on about my work but if you know me well, then you would know the joy i had in Fridays. It was not just a work place, but this is when I saw 'THE REAL WORLD'.

I grow in both mind and wisdom. I choices were wiser in almost anything. It help me develope myself into someone I am today.

But this post is not about all that, It was about my last day..

I went to work at 4pm despite my shift starting at 7pm. Well, i know i was going to miss everything so i wanted a head start.

To my surprise, my good buddy Lim Wei Wan got me something. It was kinda like an appreciation gift and a thank you present for everything. Thats was what she said..

Well, it was something.. really wonderful..

I was really lost in words when I got this from her.
I just didn't know what to say.. I was blessed..

My thank you at that point meant the world..

THANK YOU..

Too bad i didn't get the chance to get a picture with her or something. But I managed to curi her Facebook picture.

Lim Wei Wan..

the one in red..

Well, I call her Korean.. hahaha. we use to laugh alot in work and practically hype up the place.. Its been really long since I seen her too. She looks very young and hyper..

Wait till you find out her real age.. hahaha..

Another wonderful thing is, she treats me like a best friend despite age and experience difference. She calls me awesome.. I call her awesome.. We never really called each other awesome.. hahahaha.. theres always a dispute of who is more awesome than the other..

a Very Big Thank YOU

Lim Wei Wan..

a great friend that a small 15 year old, fresh men could ever ask for..

Kings and Queens

This song by 30 Seconds to Mars..

Kings and Queens..

This song reminded me of times when nothing was in our way of freedom..

Freedom and reality..
That I had to break free from my patience and just move on..

A wonderful feeling..
This reminded me so much of those retro-times when I was a kid..

It makes you feel that the world wants you.. The world wants to stand up with you when no one else wants you.. It makes you feel that whatever you done was appreciated for and not for waste.. One nation and one voice.. One family..

Digging Deeper #12

Navin and I waited at the KTM 2 days before the last day of College..

We were talking about stuff and its cool to have someone like him to talk to in college. I don't speak much in college and I don't share my opinions with alot of people.. I'm starting to be abit open to others..

Any way, the reason for this picture was.. there was an orange butterfly flying at the tracks..

I found it!
can you??

Its orange.. and if you really want to, you can see it too! :)


Cheers people..

I went shopping..

When I took my pills just now.. I was singing Cryin' - by Aerosmith.. ok fine.. i was screaming.. literally annoying my mother..

But I notice something.. We are the ones who decided our own mood of the day, our emotions.. and everything under the star.. or sky.. sometimes its the energy in you.. to decided whether or not you can do it.. Well, i had a very hyped energy.. :)

And one more thing I noticed was..

We were actually never alone!
I was wrong to use the word alone! dang me..



SO TODAY..

I actually went hunting for an orange converse.. :)

Yeup.. something like this..

But this was seriously upsetting << I DON'T KNOW IF THIS IS A WORD..

But yea.. I spend almost 4 hours walking up and down trying to search all over Bukit Bintang for a pair.. and still not get one..

Ok fine la.. 4 hours of course not enough for some right?
Or maybe my type of selection is hard?

Readers..

If you were observent, how many people have you seen wearing an orange converse? Ok fine, the next time you go out, keep this question in mind and be observant..

0 people!

I've never been obsessed over anything like this before. The reason why I used the word obsessed is because I can't find it and i'm getting frustrated over that.

Oh yea, to you converse lovers.. I need help..
It will mean alot to me to own one.. or maybe five..

OR

i'll just keep searching for one..

Next Stop..

PJ..
or Mid Valley..
anyone?



TOMORROW the STUDENTS whom sat for their PMR will be getting their results.. CONGRATZ WHO EVER.. don't be sad.. its just PMR.. not the end of the world.. SPM.. now thats the end of the world.. lol!!

Cheers..

Tuesday 22

I felt weak..

My body just didn't want to wake up.
I just didn't want to think anymore.


I suddenly had a crave to eat oats?
but then i just wanted to have some one to talk to..

Song after song after song I played with my guitar..
Suddenly life was so boring..

3 days till Christmas..
9 days till New Year..

Days grow longer..
Nights grow shorter..

Sun Tzu

If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result of a hundred battles. 

If you know yourself but not the enemy, for every victory gained you will also suffer a defeat.

If you know neither the enemy nor yourself, you will succumb in every battle. 

Sun Tzu, The Art of War

The 3D's of Life..

Sports.. and how it relates to friends in ways..
Athletic are the examples I will use for life..

If there was one thing I remember about life.. Its the 3D's in life that My Uncle constantly remind me..

DETERMINATION..

DISCIPLINE..

DEDICATION..

The 3D's..

I came to think that the 3 of us had a major D in our life..


But each of us had different D's and that was the best thing.

Calvin has shown me more determination in life more than any other person I know. And Nazim has been the most discipline person, for he has a strong mindset of what he wants to do. I have the dedication to do almost anything assigned to me.


When I think back again, I felt like adding another D.

DIFFERENCE..

We all are DIFFERENT in our own ways.. But when we all come together.. WE can make a DIFFERENCE.. 

Doc'

=.="

I spend almost the whole night in the hospital yesterday just to find out that my next appointment is at January 26..


I got more painkillers (on the right)..


this time, with Antibiotics..
and the same Magnesium Trisilicate Tablet..

and a letter for the Surgery team to check me..



To be very honest,

I was scared last night..
Very scared..

The check up with that friendly doctor was somewhat relieving.. but immediately when he said
"I need to ask the surgicals team opinion".

well..
If that ever happens..
I just hope it doesn't..

I'm typing in fear..
Why do you do this to me, December?

Keep Strummin'

I have a question to ask..
But my questions have often been misunderstood..

You don't really know what was the reason behind it..
And I tried to approach it the best way I knew..

Sad thing is when you fail to understand
why I bring up this question.. Well,

I finally realised that keeping opinions and thoughts to myself won't do any good..

So I got to say things that you never knew..


and I just realised..


The one thing that is willing to hear and understand me inside out is my guitar.. She won't complain cause she feels my pain..

Chords..
F, C, G, Am..

WHAT?????

Real Madrid's Ruud Van Nistelrooy Has Tonsilitis Surgery Ahead Of Possible Chelsea Move

Van Nistelrooy has had his painful throat dealt with ahead of a possible January move to Chelsea.

 

For much of the season, Ruud Van Nistelrooy has been sidelined with one ailment or another. The latest knock, however, is unrelated to football as the Dutchman has undergone an operation for tonsilitis, which was performed successfully, according to the club's official website.

Even when not injured, Van Nistelrooy has found playing time difficult to come by as Manuel Pellegrini has favoured Gonzalo Higuain, Karim Benzema, Cristiano Ronaldo and Raul in the Blancos attack.

It is rumoured that with Pepe's recent season-ending knee injury, Madrid may explore the opportunity to swap the Dutchman for Chelsea defender Ricardo Carvalho. Such a move could serve both parties well as Chelsea's Dider Drogba is set to play for Ivory Coast in January's African Cup of Nations and Van Nistelrooy is looking for more regular football with the hope of earning a spot in the Dutch national squad for next summer's World Cup.

Cyrus C. Malek, Goal.com

HUH!????
MOVING TO CHELSEA???
NOOOOOOOOooooo!!

*To be honest, this really disappoints me, 

though I like the idea of him going to the 

English Premier League so I can watch him play.

  

Erasers and Pain Killers..

It was a thursday afternoon.

I realised that the painkillers and the medicines they gave was actually working. But still, i played football despite being advise not to, sorry, I had to ease my mind.

I realised that I start feeling the pain only if i took the half time breaks. So no more half time breaks for me.

Oh yea, I scored what Ruslan claimed to be the Goal of the Season. Well, its because I shot from the my goal line to the other goal. Over Hafiz and into the goal.. again... :)

I don't know why, but I just love doing that.. :)

So next, my megalomaniac day..

I was suppose to go get some football stuff with Hafiz, but because of some unavoidable circumstances, Hafiz could not join. So left Me, Choon Liong, and Loh to spend the rest the day trying to figure out something to do.

They came up with an idea to watch Storm Warrior. I was ok ok onli la.

This wasn't the first time I am going to watch a Chinese Movie in the Theaters. So, it started at 4.10pm and before that we went walking and talking and sitting and standing in different places.

There was one part when we went to FOREST and Leon pointed at a pants.

Leon : Remon, like that pants very nice if you wear one.

Remon : Why not you buy for me on Christmas?

Leon : When is Christmas arrh?

Remon and Loh : =.="

He was seriously asking a seriously idiotic question without thinking twice. =.='

OKOK! CINEMA TIME!

Ok, before getting into my seat I saw a Malay Lady walking down the steps and out. We observed our seats and noticed that the Majority (Chinese) was sitting in the middle and there was actually some Malays and Indians too.

So its cool la, i don't feel odd.

Anyways, there was one part of the Movie where the SIFU Nameless will encrypt a chinese letter on the wall. It seemed so special la. So I asked the other 2.

Remon : Wehy Loh! whats that letter means?

Loh : I don't know wor.

Remon : Choon Liong! You know or not? what that letter means?

Leon : *after thinking very hard* I don't know!

Remon : YOU BOTH DUNNO??? =.=

LATER ON THE SCREEN.

(Subtitled)

Cloud : Sifu Nameless, I've never seen a word like that before. What does that mean??


BACK TO US.

Remon : Oh! He also dunno wor!

Loh + Leon + Remon : HAHAHAHA!!!

From the back : Woi! Diam la..

=.="

Besides that, got one small kid scream so loud during The Spritzer advertisement,

"this time its mine".

That same loud kid asked a loud question when the old man was sweeping during a scene in the movie.

"WHY THAT GUY ALWAYS SWEEP ONE??"




Well, after the whole movie was done, I realised 2 things, I actually enjoyed it! hahahha.. It felt like it was too fast to even start with.

Another thing was,

THIS WAS STORM WARRIOR 2!

-.-"

I didn't know that until Loh showed me a poster in the end of the movie with the Roman number 2 sign. ( II )


Haihz..
1 week of holidays..
4 out of the 5 days I spend with them..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOH!!

:)

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAR FEI!

:)

That fatty went to A'Famosa, so I hope he is enjoying his day there.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAFIZ!

:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAN SIM YEE!

:)

THESE december very easy to remember all you're birthday..
Almost all of you born on the same days.. :)

Thanks guys.. :)

Life After You

LIFE AFTER YOU

Ten miles from town and I just broke down

Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road

I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home

To tell you I was wrong but you already know

Believe me I won't stop at nothin'

To see you so I've started runnin'

Chorus

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter

As long as I'm laughin' with you

I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after

After the life we've been through

'Cause I know there's no life after you

Last time we talked, the night that I walked

Burns like an iron in the back of my mind

I must've been high to say you and I

Weren't meant to be and just wastin' my time

Oh, why did I ever doubt you?

You know I would die here without you

Chorus

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter

As long as I'm laughin' with you

I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after

After the life we've been through

'Cause I know there's no life after you

You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one

After this time I spent alone

It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind

Thinkin' 'bout the better times, must've been outta my mind

So I'm runnin' back to tell you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter

Without you God knows what I'd do, yeah

Chorus

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter

As long as I'm laughin' with you

I'm thinkin' 'bout all that still matters is love ever after

After the life we've been through, yeah

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you, yeah

A Song that means alot to me right now..

The last time around, I wrote about this song called 'No Surprise'  by this same artist, Daughtry. But that song has long fade from my mind cause it really didn't mean much for me to connect it to my life.

I only enjoyed listening to it because of the collaboration of both Chad Kroeger (Nickelback front man) and Daughtry himself. Besides that, the way the message was delivered was indeed strong.

Life After You is much more related with myself.

A song about love, making mistakes, regrets, apologizing, realiasation, and a cry for help..

The song that concludes with all that matters is love.
Cause theres life doesn't mean much with it gone..

I just can't take it, I know I should do something but I don't know where to begin. I scream in pain cause I don't know what else to do. I am wrong, You were right. You were always right. I need to grow up and stop thinking too hard. For you to have the patience to still be around and take my nonsence, i can't even put your patience into words. Yet you don't have anything to rebuke about. It took me all that to realise that only I felt so agonised about everything.

I am my own problem and I'm going to end it..

All that still matters is love ever after, 

after the life we've been through...

Cause I know that theres no life after you...

I'm sorry..

I really am..

Jabulani

Just like the World Cup happens every four years, so does the coming of a new official adidas match ball.

Named, “JABULANI” which means “to celebrate” in Zulu, the new adidas ball will be the only ball used during the month-long tournament that starts in June.

Yesterday, I only looked at the ball and said it was the Official Ball for the World Cup in Africa, and today after some shopping, I own one.

Something foolish happened just now when I went to meet a friend.


I took out the ball and wanted to remove the price tag.

Tore it off la.

Then there was this other sticker..

Loh: No need to take that one off la.

Leon: Take off only la.

Remon: What sticker is that?

Leon: I think its the expiry date.

All 3: =.="

Expiry date of the ball... who would have thought..
what a genius..


This is the official ball for the start of the football season next week.
I am recovering from a minor injury, and if I'm good by Friday, i will consider playing the match. Otherwise, I'll just coach at the sidelines. *pssshh, like thats gonna happen* 

Lifes waiting to begin...

Ouch..

Didn't use any medicine yesterday..

I didn't wake up from 8pm till today morning..

Hmmmm..

I learned alot from yesterday..

Alot about myself..

Alot about the things I do..

and alot about life..

When I woke up this morning, I didn't know anything..
Everything was different..

I don't want to hurt myself and hurt others..

Its something I have to do on my own...

I like Monday! :)

Who would have thought Monday Mornings could be so wonderful.. :)

It was a pleasant night.. I can finally sleep with a smile on my face..

I'm suppose to go to the Clinic for a check up, but since the guys are going to play badminton later, I might as well go later with them.

11 days to Christmas and I don't feel the spirit of it. Of all holidays, Christmas is always the one I look forward to the most. I'm very honest and SAD to say, I'm not into the Christmas Spirit this year.

Not into?? 

OR

Not yet??

I don't know..

Well, I was thinking as I woke up today, to make a list.

The 5 Things I wanna do for Christmas.

1) I want to buy an Orange Canvas.

I always thought of getting one, but I just waited. Well not anymore, I want to get one for Christmas. hehehe.. Err.. Any idea where to get one??

2) Exchange Present.

For those who are interested in Exchanging Gifts with me, please send me a message and I WILL buy you a present too. We will exchange it when we get the chance to.

3) Buy myself a Man Utd jersey. 

This one was also one of those pending items I want.

Well, I actually asked a friend to help me. But I'll see la how.. :)

4) Write a Christmas Song 

I feel kinda rusted now that I haven't wrote a song in a long time. Wanna start writing one soon. Anyone want to be the Co-Writer? Please feel free to see me. :)

5) Picture with A HUGGGEE Christmas Tree.

Oh my gosh, this has been an obssesion since back then. I always liked to take pictures with Christmas Trees.

This is just a Random List to get my Christmas Spirit back up. It will make me happy obviously and so I will try to make it happen la. Its the season of giving and I hope this time, people will actually start giving! haihz..

I hope my personal SANTA CLAUS can make it a great christmas!! :)

LOL..

Smell ya later.. :)

Songs to Listen - 

Do They Know Its Christmas Time - Band Aid
All I Want For Christmas - My Chemical Romance
Noel - Josh Groban
Oh Holy Night - Josh Groban

Exile of Ignorance..

Maybe its because I'm crazy.. Maybe I'm being emotionally disturbed..
My mind has been this way and I've overcome it with hope..

Then came a question of doubt..

Sometimes...
I just need to be reminded who I am..

Memories of times with you kills me when I'm on my own...

My thoughts and views..

Your ignorance..

They care..

 In lonely times, you always wish that someone could just be the one to come up and tell you,

"Dude! lets hang out"

or

Someone that wants to take you some place and let you forget about troubles and worries.

Its not easy when you want to do get together. Always collisions and other more important things coming up. But when the time comes, its always great to share jokes, laughs and feel a sense of belonging.

 

 

picture taken few months back

Haihz.. Calvin you idiot, come back la.. damn boring man..
Can't blame him, he got exams.. lol..
Sorry..

Nice to team up with him and belasah Choon Liong..
ahhaha..

Loh no need say la.. Also join us one.. hahaha..

Good old times with friends.

Great thing about them is, you always feel appreciated and wanted. They know how to make your day brighter. So what are you waiting for? Go get a friend like them.

For all I know,
MY Friends are the BEST..
I've known them for as long as I can remember, and they have never failed to make me feel annoyed. LOL!

Others can do this to you too, they make you believe and they say things and tell you stuff..

BUT NOT THEM, 

They don't just say things, they make things happen!

That is the greatest thing you can ever ask for..

They care.. thats all that counts..

:)

Subway Sandwich

It was presentation day for the thinking skills project and the the string ball we used for the heads of the pegs was destroyed by Gillian's dog.

=.="

As funny as that sounds, it was the truth.


So Navin we had to go to Sunway Pyramid on Monday morning to get the heads. We got to Sunway bought the stuff and decided to Makan at Subway..

This was my sandwich.

This was my first time in Subway, so yea.. It was a good time to let people know that I've actually been to Subway.

bleuk!

Oreo Cheesecake

OHHHH MAAII GAWDD~~~


I am finally going to taste recently talked about Oreo Cheesecake!

I only came to know about it when I asked Navin to help me ask the speaker about Oreos! hahahha..

To my surprise, Rainbow actually decided to buy me one!

We had an agreement to celebrate after doing the music video and wow! :)

From Secret Recipe.. :)

Wow..

And inside...

*dadadadadadadada-dusssh!* 
(drum roll)

WOW!!

Its actually OREO! + CHEESECAKE!

wow..

hahaha..

First time.. hahaha..

Gile sikit..

THANK YOU so much Lian Chye Hong.

:)

I don't really get anything from anyone, and to give me something, I feel appreciated. That is a very touching feeling.

Just like Anna's Oreo Book and The Oreos cookie I got.

Honestly, I was speechless.

It wasn't anything big, but it meant alot to me.

Thank you very much.

This reminded me of Aiman's question the day after he saw me with the cake.

He asked me,

Aiman: Dude! when is your birthday??

Remon: Errr.. Whyy??

Aiman: Was it yesterday?? I saw that cake man!

Remon: Hahaha.. No la..

Aiman: Then when la?? How come its not on Facebook??

Remon: I don't want anyone to know la.. haha..

Aiman: Why la? Tell me when, so I can get you something for you..

Remon: *I gave Aiman hints on when's my birthday and he got it*

Aiman, the reason why I don't tell anyone my birthday is I don't want them to remember it. At least, by not knowing when my birthday, you won't forget! :)

Hahaha..

More post to come people..

A Service with Aiman.. Again..

For those who remember my previous post about my super server Aiman..

Well, this was the second time he invited us..
It was 2 weeks or something ago..

So this was how our funky Mika look-alike Server looks like then..

I got a shock of my life that morning when I SAW HIM!

HUH??AIMAN!!!???

YOU!!!

WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO AIMAN!!!!!???

WHERE'S THE HAIR!????

Yea..
he looks very neat now.. hahhaha..
But Seriously..
when Aiman trimmed his hair, its soo different..

The drink of the Day..

"Kiss the Bartender"

Yea.. Wayne's idea of a Grape Juice with Mojito styled mint leave made it nice..

We ate "CHEWING GUM BEEF" and Mornay Crab Cakes..

Both had weird taste, but i'm not complaning..

The ladies that joined me, Rainbow and Vivien enjoyed their dessert, Chocolate Mousse and I was blamed for not finishing up "my" beef. Not this point cause it was not mine to finish, for I had finish mine. -.-"

So In the end, it was a super service yet again and I'm so glad that Aiman rocks! :D

The manager, Venice created this, it was creative..

:)