Thank You..

Its the smallest things in life that makes the biggest of difference..

Its the heart that really matters in the end..

Thank You..

A pretty sight..

I was in the car on my way back from KLCC, and on the last turning to the road to my home, i saw this pretty sight.



The sun was setting right in the center of the KL Tower. She didn't get the chance to see it so, This is for her to see. :)


There are some sights that are just so amazing to gaze on. Have you seen anything this pretty?

I have..
and its beauty is nothing compared
to what you see on my screen.

Its the sight
of the most beautiful girl
that will remain in my heart.

Lonely Morning

its 4.57am..

Yea, by now you should know I didn't really get any proper rest.. Why? Its not like I don't want to, but I can't.

I had 3 people asked me about if, or not I'll be following the malays tradition and fast for the rest of Ramadhan.

I'm sorry to say No, i'm not going to.

Well, the last time out I did it (fast) not to impress anyone, but rather to understand how it feels like to fast just like my Muslim bros. Well, frankly speaking, another more corny reason is because Hafiz challenged me to do it. In one way, I believe that I was actually setting an example for the other Muslims (If this Macha(me) can fast, why can't we?(Muslim)) people. I'm particularly speaking about the people with low confidence and low determination to fast.

Eating a days meal at 5am almost everyday was almost ridiculous. But I did it.

Not only that,
I remember carrying out the usual Badminton on Sundays and Football on Saturdays without consuming anything to eat or drink.

Amazing? not really..
If I can do it, there is no excuse you can't.

The best part of it all, was on Hari Raya (when fasting was over). You can already feel, what the less fortunate goes through everyday, that sense of guilt and pityness put together. I also felt that sense of achievement and that proud moment of doing something where others doubt you could. Hafiz, Nazim, Shoey, Liana, and Kheng Wai (this is far from who I could recall), really respected my effort and achievement. Thanks guys!

Why not do it again this year??
Well, I haven't really got an answer to that actually.

This month is pretty much coming to an end.
So I won't be surprised if this is my last post of the month.


August had many birthday celebrations of the people I know,

Chia Kok Kang - 4th August
Liyana Z - 4th August
Kwong Kok Khuen - 6th August
Saiful - 7th August
Alim - 9th August
Lionel Ma Il Hyok - 10th August
Jason Tan - 11th August
Wong Ai Ling - 15tg August
Kamal - 17th August
My Sister - 21st August
Janaarthanee - 21st August
Pauline Chen - 22nd August

I am also born on the 9th of August.
so yea, Happy Birthday to All of us! :)


Memorable moments..

Usain Bolt is officially my Idol. :P
Broke the 100m and 200m World Record.So that makes him the fastest man alive.

Football Season begins!
Manchester United trashed Wigan earlier today 5-0, suffered a lost to Burnley and beat Birmingham early this season 1-0.

A Tie, A Shirt and A Cake
Thank you Family.

McDonalds
McValue now got from 6pm - 11pm. Syok le.

Happy Holidays
To those in Primary/Secondary school, happy holidays!



Well, there is nothing much in particular I want to write about for now.
To the Muslims, All the best with your fasting.

Voiceless Need.

Its the heart that really matters in the end..

The Red Fever.

Like what any true die hard supporter would do, I have a response to Navin's post. (The Arsenal's Pledge)

Check this out.




This was something funny i got from YouTube as well.



Too bad they didn't make it to Indonesia. :(

Glory Glory Man United! :)

Milo in the Morning..

I woke up with the intention to study for the exam later, but BB7 is not having problems loading and its kinda making me frustrated. I still haven't downloaded the Chapter 4 notes.

Good morning Malaysia, make sure you have a healthy breakfast and a good cup of Milo to start of your day! :P

Oh yea Sports fans!

Mr Lightning strucked again.

Yeup! Usain Bolt!

Last Sunday he smashed his own World Record run at the Beijng Olympic by 11 seconds to take
it down to an almost inhuman 9.58 seconds in Berlin.




Just one year ago, he set the bar to 9.69 secs in the unforgettable Beijing Olympics. Pretty awesome la this guy. Love his orange Puma spikes. :P



Bolt has set three records at the 100-meter distance with times of 9.72, 9.69 and Sunday's 9.58.

Damn freaking fast man. I really wish I could run like him!

Haihz, Too bad, the closes I got was 10.12 seconds during the school Sports Day last year.
This man is somehow making me want to get back on that track and run!

Takpe I got an idea.
Since I'm not in school anymore and college has no tracks and for the fact that I'm taking the KTM everyday, I want to try to run beside the KTM and see who reach KL Sentral first from Setia Jaya. lol!


Oh yea, Usain Bolt is a Leo!!
Just Like me!!!
He is born on the 21st of August.
Ironically on the same day as my sisters birthday date.

Currently playing=
Cemeteries of London - Coldplay.

Mind Games..

When I thought about it again, my actions was nothing but a mere call for attention. I realised that silence was an energy waiting to burst out. Crying that night was a relieve, somehow, It felt that I knew where to go on from there.

Depending on something to happen is a mistake.
Expecting for something to happen is a bigger mistake.

My mistake was that I had too much in my mind.
and Guess what happened??

My enemy struck me at the perfect time. He knew that I was broken inside. He came to make it worse. He threw me against the wall and tortured my emotions. He made me feel that the world is a cold, dark place. I had no one to go to, no where to run. I had to face it every night since.

The Enemy - My Mind.

See, the mind is a powerful thing. Don't be a victim of its conspiracy. It will strike you when you're at your weakess.

B faced the same thing. It took an other to remind me that "my life is what I want it to be".

I'm not going to let what my mind say

to bring me down,
to shut me up,
to make me feel isolated
to hurt me.

I'm going to stand tall against all odds, against my world and yours!

There is always going to be heartache and pain..
But when its over you'll breathe again..

Smile big for everyone, Even when you know what they've done..

Good evening dear readers, I'm sorry for the long titles of my blog recently.

Let me firstly explain that those titles are, mostly, lyrics from songs I listen to. It somehow resembles my mood, and the specific sentence has a significant meaning, so yea, its all in one.

Enough about that, today was kinda relieving cause I spend almost 12 hours out of my home and not in college. Where did I go? What did I do? With who did I go out with?


Well, Choon Liong called me to meet him at SMK TM, he wanted to see someone who he though would be free, but due to the fact that Pn Jaya was teaching that class at that time, he decided not to go in. He was too chicken.


Well, moving on.

We went to Times Squares as early as 11am and went scattering around. First thing was always going to be the movies. FYI, Kar Fei was going to join us at 4pm supposingly. We booked 3 tickets for G.I. JOE ; The Rise of the Cobra.



So while waiting for Feifei, we went to watch a movie of our own. Choon Liong decided to watch something funny and the only movie there with that criteria was The Proposal. Just 5 minutes later, we returned to the same counter for the Proposal tickets.


"Kamu Lagi? skarang nak apa?"
The women at the ticket counter look scared.

Choon Liong with his hamsap face bought the tickets and we were off!

The movie was kinda funny la. The part where she does that Red Indian dance was damn funny. Window! Window, Wall! Wall, - All of a sudden she rapped that Get Low from Lil' John.



I remember this song, I showed Mrs. Ambigah the lyrics, and her eyes popped wide open, saying, OhMyGuts..

When I was 14 years old, that song was a hip-hop hit. Vulgarish to the maximum but hey! you can't deny the beat!

~To the window! To the wall~
~To the sweat drip down my **lls (MY **lls)
~To all these bit***s crawl (crawl)
~To all skit skit mutha**~~~ Ok enough..

hahaha.. I was laughing all the way.


So, we kept waiting for Fei to come, and he eventually turned up. He was a little late, but it didn't matter la, Kar Fei and I missed the first few minutes of the movie but we watched the rest and damn, it was a darn good movie. Like Transformers, the upcoming sequal was obvious, cause the villian somehow survived. So yea, G.I. JOE 2 is coming soon.


Well, after a long day, it was almost dinner time, and nothing says dinner like a good Penang styled Restaurant.


Its called Penang Village, located on the Lower Ground floor of Times Squares.


Choon Liong ordered some Hainese Mee of somesort


Kar Fei ordered some Nasi Goreng Kampung I guess, and at the side was the Brain-Brain (Otak-Otak) hahaha..





and I ordered my meal. It came with prawns, egg, and chicken.


The Prawn looks like the Tempura Nakamura Kar Fei cooked for me last time out, but that Tempura (Fei cooked, was 100% better then the one I ate)

It was kinda fancy and all but the food was excellent and the speed was effiecient. I didn't mind spending Rm19 buck on my errr something rice.

Just when I thought we gonna go home, we went to the arcade instead. I guess that a outing in Times Squares is never complete without a game of Daytona. In this case, it was 3 games of Daytona. hahahha..

Well, I did most of the best laps but didn't really made the cut, Choon Liong won one round and FeiFei won the 2 other round.

Then we played this -what you call this again?-





So that was it..

Ho Kar Fei and Choon Liong, thanks again for the outing. Fei thanks again for you time out, I know you have a tight schedule and all, I really appreciate it! :)

I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth..

Today was basically a waste of time and energy. I had to travel back and forth to PJ and only spend 2 hours in the class. The lecturer was late and he was in the class for one hour, and he had to leave early for a meeting. This is shitting me. What did we learn? Powerpoint.



Gosh, like what Sook Yee said in the LRT on our way back from PJ, that was something we all learn when we were 11 years old. Back then, it was a personal complusary thing to learn how it works and stuff like that. I'm not complaining about the fact that what i'm learning is lame, but at least make our travelling time and energy worth coming to classes. Put in a minimum of 2 subjects at least in a day. There are people coming all the way from Ampang to PJ. They should consider making the schedule more logic and convenient for the students.


Anyways, forget college.
Today rite?
All that was running through my mind today was my old friend from North Korea.



Yes, I'm talking about Ma Il Hyok (Lionel). Today he celebrates his 19th birthday. Ma, if there is any chance that you read this (and i only rely on a miracle hope that you do read it), that I miss you and I hope to see you someday.. :*(

(Playground superstars. Irreplacable bunch of lads)

(Hafiz madness and probably Ma's Favorite shot)

(Zaman kekanak-kanakkan.
Kanak-kanak RIBENA sedang main bola)

This reminds me of the nickname we previously gave to Ma. I was comparing Ma's body figure to a wrestler named Batista.


Yea, very muscular rite?? hahaha. Well Ma wasn't exactly like this Batista dude, but for the fact that Ma worked out alot in the gym, his body was very strong. I remember running against him and ended up flying away, rolling, and terpelanting on the floor.

I told Ma,

"You're the beast, man. You're body is like Batista! So strong. You know who is Batista??"

He replied,

"Urhhh?? Batista??? Is he a belly dancer??"

Hahahahaha.. This was probably the funniest moment to remember our Korean buddy here. Excluding the part where he eargerly took my picture in the toilet. =.="

And the saddest was definitly the time in the airport. I was really touched by his words. :*(
and for the fact that I know, it would merely be impossible to see him again, I had support from close friends reminding me, that eventually, I will see him again.


Hey! You know what,
Wherever you are man, I will remember you..




Happy 19th Birthday Ma Il Hyok.

"Where ever you are, I wish you the best in life. Hope that you're in good health and always keeping that cheeky smile on your face...
... and I will still be waiting for that day to finally meet you again! :) "

You don't have to go home, but you can't stay here..

Closing time..

I remember this song as it used to be the theme song for the last call back in the Friday's Days. Its pretty much applies here when I use the laptop knowing that i'm going off soon.

So, yea, just to let you people know, I'm sober. I'm sane. That last post kinda freaked myself out. I'm sorry, I can't help it. I was too bored, and I was too eager not to let this blog be empty.

So, tomorrow I'm going back to Tampin and I'll return on Sunday afternoon.
I guess i really need this break back to kampung. Its been a long time. Besides the city is getting kinda boring already.

I have a Geography test on Monday so, I'll stop here and stop straining myself. I'll blog about the Manchester United rematch and possibly my Orientation Night, this week when I'm free.

Till then, peace out.
Cheeraas~