Digging Deeper #12

Navin and I waited at the KTM 2 days before the last day of College..

We were talking about stuff and its cool to have someone like him to talk to in college. I don't speak much in college and I don't share my opinions with alot of people.. I'm starting to be abit open to others..

Any way, the reason for this picture was.. there was an orange butterfly flying at the tracks..

I found it!
can you??

Its orange.. and if you really want to, you can see it too! :)


Cheers people..

I went shopping..

When I took my pills just now.. I was singing Cryin' - by Aerosmith.. ok fine.. i was screaming.. literally annoying my mother..

But I notice something.. We are the ones who decided our own mood of the day, our emotions.. and everything under the star.. or sky.. sometimes its the energy in you.. to decided whether or not you can do it.. Well, i had a very hyped energy.. :)

And one more thing I noticed was..

We were actually never alone!
I was wrong to use the word alone! dang me..



SO TODAY..

I actually went hunting for an orange converse.. :)

Yeup.. something like this..

But this was seriously upsetting << I DON'T KNOW IF THIS IS A WORD..

But yea.. I spend almost 4 hours walking up and down trying to search all over Bukit Bintang for a pair.. and still not get one..

Ok fine la.. 4 hours of course not enough for some right?
Or maybe my type of selection is hard?

Readers..

If you were observent, how many people have you seen wearing an orange converse? Ok fine, the next time you go out, keep this question in mind and be observant..

0 people!

I've never been obsessed over anything like this before. The reason why I used the word obsessed is because I can't find it and i'm getting frustrated over that.

Oh yea, to you converse lovers.. I need help..
It will mean alot to me to own one.. or maybe five..

OR

i'll just keep searching for one..

Next Stop..

PJ..
or Mid Valley..
anyone?



TOMORROW the STUDENTS whom sat for their PMR will be getting their results.. CONGRATZ WHO EVER.. don't be sad.. its just PMR.. not the end of the world.. SPM.. now thats the end of the world.. lol!!

Cheers..

Tuesday 22

I felt weak..

My body just didn't want to wake up.
I just didn't want to think anymore.


I suddenly had a crave to eat oats?
but then i just wanted to have some one to talk to..

Song after song after song I played with my guitar..
Suddenly life was so boring..

3 days till Christmas..
9 days till New Year..

Days grow longer..
Nights grow shorter..

Sun Tzu

If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result of a hundred battles. 

If you know yourself but not the enemy, for every victory gained you will also suffer a defeat.

If you know neither the enemy nor yourself, you will succumb in every battle. 

Sun Tzu, The Art of War

The 3D's of Life..

Sports.. and how it relates to friends in ways..
Athletic are the examples I will use for life..

If there was one thing I remember about life.. Its the 3D's in life that My Uncle constantly remind me..

DETERMINATION..

DISCIPLINE..

DEDICATION..

The 3D's..

I came to think that the 3 of us had a major D in our life..


But each of us had different D's and that was the best thing.

Calvin has shown me more determination in life more than any other person I know. And Nazim has been the most discipline person, for he has a strong mindset of what he wants to do. I have the dedication to do almost anything assigned to me.


When I think back again, I felt like adding another D.

DIFFERENCE..

We all are DIFFERENT in our own ways.. But when we all come together.. WE can make a DIFFERENCE.. 

Doc'

=.="

I spend almost the whole night in the hospital yesterday just to find out that my next appointment is at January 26..


I got more painkillers (on the right)..


this time, with Antibiotics..
and the same Magnesium Trisilicate Tablet..

and a letter for the Surgery team to check me..



To be very honest,

I was scared last night..
Very scared..

The check up with that friendly doctor was somewhat relieving.. but immediately when he said
"I need to ask the surgicals team opinion".

well..
If that ever happens..
I just hope it doesn't..

I'm typing in fear..
Why do you do this to me, December?

Keep Strummin'

I have a question to ask..
But my questions have often been misunderstood..

You don't really know what was the reason behind it..
And I tried to approach it the best way I knew..

Sad thing is when you fail to understand
why I bring up this question.. Well,

I finally realised that keeping opinions and thoughts to myself won't do any good..

So I got to say things that you never knew..


and I just realised..


The one thing that is willing to hear and understand me inside out is my guitar.. She won't complain cause she feels my pain..

Chords..
F, C, G, Am..

WHAT?????

Real Madrid's Ruud Van Nistelrooy Has Tonsilitis Surgery Ahead Of Possible Chelsea Move

Van Nistelrooy has had his painful throat dealt with ahead of a possible January move to Chelsea.

 

For much of the season, Ruud Van Nistelrooy has been sidelined with one ailment or another. The latest knock, however, is unrelated to football as the Dutchman has undergone an operation for tonsilitis, which was performed successfully, according to the club's official website.

Even when not injured, Van Nistelrooy has found playing time difficult to come by as Manuel Pellegrini has favoured Gonzalo Higuain, Karim Benzema, Cristiano Ronaldo and Raul in the Blancos attack.

It is rumoured that with Pepe's recent season-ending knee injury, Madrid may explore the opportunity to swap the Dutchman for Chelsea defender Ricardo Carvalho. Such a move could serve both parties well as Chelsea's Dider Drogba is set to play for Ivory Coast in January's African Cup of Nations and Van Nistelrooy is looking for more regular football with the hope of earning a spot in the Dutch national squad for next summer's World Cup.

Cyrus C. Malek, Goal.com

HUH!????
MOVING TO CHELSEA???
NOOOOOOOOooooo!!

*To be honest, this really disappoints me, 

though I like the idea of him going to the 

English Premier League so I can watch him play.

  

Erasers and Pain Killers..

It was a thursday afternoon.

I realised that the painkillers and the medicines they gave was actually working. But still, i played football despite being advise not to, sorry, I had to ease my mind.

I realised that I start feeling the pain only if i took the half time breaks. So no more half time breaks for me.

Oh yea, I scored what Ruslan claimed to be the Goal of the Season. Well, its because I shot from the my goal line to the other goal. Over Hafiz and into the goal.. again... :)

I don't know why, but I just love doing that.. :)

So next, my megalomaniac day..

I was suppose to go get some football stuff with Hafiz, but because of some unavoidable circumstances, Hafiz could not join. So left Me, Choon Liong, and Loh to spend the rest the day trying to figure out something to do.

They came up with an idea to watch Storm Warrior. I was ok ok onli la.

This wasn't the first time I am going to watch a Chinese Movie in the Theaters. So, it started at 4.10pm and before that we went walking and talking and sitting and standing in different places.

There was one part when we went to FOREST and Leon pointed at a pants.

Leon : Remon, like that pants very nice if you wear one.

Remon : Why not you buy for me on Christmas?

Leon : When is Christmas arrh?

Remon and Loh : =.="

He was seriously asking a seriously idiotic question without thinking twice. =.='

OKOK! CINEMA TIME!

Ok, before getting into my seat I saw a Malay Lady walking down the steps and out. We observed our seats and noticed that the Majority (Chinese) was sitting in the middle and there was actually some Malays and Indians too.

So its cool la, i don't feel odd.

Anyways, there was one part of the Movie where the SIFU Nameless will encrypt a chinese letter on the wall. It seemed so special la. So I asked the other 2.

Remon : Wehy Loh! whats that letter means?

Loh : I don't know wor.

Remon : Choon Liong! You know or not? what that letter means?

Leon : *after thinking very hard* I don't know!

Remon : YOU BOTH DUNNO??? =.=

LATER ON THE SCREEN.

(Subtitled)

Cloud : Sifu Nameless, I've never seen a word like that before. What does that mean??


BACK TO US.

Remon : Oh! He also dunno wor!

Loh + Leon + Remon : HAHAHAHA!!!

From the back : Woi! Diam la..

=.="

Besides that, got one small kid scream so loud during The Spritzer advertisement,

"this time its mine".

That same loud kid asked a loud question when the old man was sweeping during a scene in the movie.

"WHY THAT GUY ALWAYS SWEEP ONE??"




Well, after the whole movie was done, I realised 2 things, I actually enjoyed it! hahahha.. It felt like it was too fast to even start with.

Another thing was,

THIS WAS STORM WARRIOR 2!

-.-"

I didn't know that until Loh showed me a poster in the end of the movie with the Roman number 2 sign. ( II )


Haihz..
1 week of holidays..
4 out of the 5 days I spend with them..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOH!!

:)

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAR FEI!

:)

That fatty went to A'Famosa, so I hope he is enjoying his day there.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAFIZ!

:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAN SIM YEE!

:)

THESE december very easy to remember all you're birthday..
Almost all of you born on the same days.. :)

Thanks guys.. :)

Life After You

LIFE AFTER YOU

Ten miles from town and I just broke down

Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road

I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home

To tell you I was wrong but you already know

Believe me I won't stop at nothin'

To see you so I've started runnin'

Chorus

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter

As long as I'm laughin' with you

I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after

After the life we've been through

'Cause I know there's no life after you

Last time we talked, the night that I walked

Burns like an iron in the back of my mind

I must've been high to say you and I

Weren't meant to be and just wastin' my time

Oh, why did I ever doubt you?

You know I would die here without you

Chorus

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter

As long as I'm laughin' with you

I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after

After the life we've been through

'Cause I know there's no life after you

You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one

After this time I spent alone

It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind

Thinkin' 'bout the better times, must've been outta my mind

So I'm runnin' back to tell you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter

Without you God knows what I'd do, yeah

Chorus

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter

As long as I'm laughin' with you

I'm thinkin' 'bout all that still matters is love ever after

After the life we've been through, yeah

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you

Know there's no life after you, yeah

A Song that means alot to me right now..

The last time around, I wrote about this song called 'No Surprise'  by this same artist, Daughtry. But that song has long fade from my mind cause it really didn't mean much for me to connect it to my life.

I only enjoyed listening to it because of the collaboration of both Chad Kroeger (Nickelback front man) and Daughtry himself. Besides that, the way the message was delivered was indeed strong.

Life After You is much more related with myself.

A song about love, making mistakes, regrets, apologizing, realiasation, and a cry for help..

The song that concludes with all that matters is love.
Cause theres life doesn't mean much with it gone..

I just can't take it, I know I should do something but I don't know where to begin. I scream in pain cause I don't know what else to do. I am wrong, You were right. You were always right. I need to grow up and stop thinking too hard. For you to have the patience to still be around and take my nonsence, i can't even put your patience into words. Yet you don't have anything to rebuke about. It took me all that to realise that only I felt so agonised about everything.

I am my own problem and I'm going to end it..

All that still matters is love ever after, 

after the life we've been through...

Cause I know that theres no life after you...

I'm sorry..

I really am..