Goodbye 2009

 

5 Days since Christmas came to pass..
and already we're heading to the new year.

2009 was a big big year.

I would still say that the start of 2009 was a bright one. I really had my head held high and my feet on the ground. It was the perfect start of the year.

Music wise, I really wanted to Jam this year, but it didn't happen because not all of us were free. But earlier on Naz and I did some recordings of our own. Eventually I managed to play better and learned faster.

My football team.

We played football like always. But towards the mid of the year, I thought that my football team was going to die. Everyone was busy and they didn't really took much effort into coming on a Saturday morning. However, alot of them still had the interest in them and thats enough. I don't know If i can play football

College, oh yes..

At first, college was scary. I was excited and nervous both at the same time. But after a while, College life was just far more hectic than the normal secondary life. Theres alot of characters and alot of interesting people. Sad to say that theres still "unnessasary misunderstandings" among some, but coming together to do the "Peg Society" Project showed alot of effort and team work. Something I hope that will continue in the future.

I made alot of good friends in college. As usual, I was very "emo" and "quiet" and "arrogant" at first. Thats cause I was still getting used to the people i'm around with. I was practically observing the people I'm around. They got the wrong idea of me those pessimistic person.


I guess I have Wayne Ken to thank for introducing me to the rest of them.

Also my group leader, Navin Kumar, for making me feel "wanted" among them.

I also got Lian Chye Hong to thank for being an awesome partner in Pastry and Kitchen classes. Its fun to be around them.

Vivien Chai also, first first she was that girl that GOB LOK everyone. Hahaha.. She was that funny person to be with. 

Anna also! for the Oreos! :)
So thanks!

Aiman too! It is so fun to meet someone funny like he is. Very Random and very funny. :)

Most of my other buddies from Matrics and Other Universities. It was wonderful to have them back during the holidays. I only get to be me when I'm with them. Without them, I'm just a dead battery. 

Calvin came back from time to time, and when he did come back, we always went out! Didn't matter if it was just Yam Cha or a movie. We had fun times la. He as usual with his "star marks" but can't deny it, he memang pun power, so we can't say he's not! hahaha..

Hafiz went to Perak without telling anyone what was happening. We also thought for a second that something happen to him but he came back on November. Omg, he was the joker in our group and to have him back was the funniest thing. He was the one to urge me to play football to so yea. With Hafiz around, theres always a reason to go to Rejab. hahaha.. :)

Loh Win Sung. Mangsa NS. he went for National Service. He didn't really complete the whole thing. So nice, people go 3 months, he only went for 1 1/2 months. He has chicken pox and of coz, the Swine Flu outbreak. But with him around, Badminton was always intact. There was also a reason to go out and yam cha.

Nazim had his reasons for the things he did and as an understanding friend, I respected his descisions. He had alot of things planned out to do and he didn't just say it, he made it happen. He sacrificed alot of the things we usually do like play football, get together, hanging out and stuffs like that to ease himself. But to have him back after a long time was good. Great to have him around too. Naz and I have too much history to talk about. hahaha.


Leon Chan Choon Liong and I have lots to talk about because we are both doing Hospitality Management. We overnight at his place the other day and it was fun la. Choon Liong was also that type of person that is so blur that anything he does is funny. Thanks man.

I have a long list to go if I continue.. so I'll stop here.

To those Unsung Heroes like Ho Kar Fei, Kheng Wai, Ku, Kent, Mogan and the rest of you.. You guys were awesome too!

I just want to thank all of you for making my days wonderful throughout 2009..

My family are always going to be there for me and they made their mark this year towards the end of the year. Something was missing in me and that was the bond of being with my family. This was a wonderful time. I really enjoyed being with them. My Mom, My Dad, the siblings, Josh.. Its fun to make an idiot of my sister. HAHAHA..

Well, I also have this special person to thank.

This year was a hard one for the both of us. It was difficult for the both of us to meet on a regular basis. But everytime we met, it was a moment to die for. I appreciate all the times we spend together. You know it, I know it, we both know it. Along the way there were problem times, but we stood by each other and made it through. Theres nothing left to say here cause I've already told you everything you are to me. I just want these people to know how fortunate, how grateful, and how lucky I am, to have had you in my life after all this time..

During the break, i thought we could spend more time with each other and make those moments wonderful like how we want it to be. That didn't happen. We were suppose to get lost too.. But that didn't happen either.. Too many things and its hard.. I want to be there to face it with you, but for some reason, something tells me you stop trying, that you stop caring. Its clear from my point of view and I'm sorry if I'm wrong..

Maranwë,

From the beginning,

it was always about you
to be happy and now,

thats still all I want.

For you to be happy.

I love you..

I finally, finallly got myself a MANCHESTER UNITED JERSEY with the Number 10! This was making me so happy!

Wayne Rooney! :)

Manchester coming to Malaysia was another thing. I am not afraid to die anymore. I finally watched Manchester United played life infront of my very eyes!

PAIN!!

Sad thing about all this is, I started having this pain from an operation I had years ago. I don't know what is going to happen but may it be. I'm forced to give up football and other sports because of this.


Oh yea..
I'm sorry to say that I have finally decided to move on in this blogspot.
www.freshcoconutwater.blogspot.com, will be made available for all to read.


But I'm not going to continue any posting here.
Leaving all the past behind and starting fresh.


One last time, I just want to thank every one for following me on this wonderful journey. It was good to have comments along the way. It was great to have new followers, and unknown ones too..


I'm would also take this time out to apologise to anyone at all, for not being the person you thought I would have been. I never meant to hurt anyone along the way, you all know better than that. I'm sorry if I misunderstood or got mad, or worse, didn't do anything at all.

I will make it a point to change my ways this New Year.

Happy Birthday To the Decemberians.

Loh Win Sung,
Navin Kumar,
Hareen T,
Gan Sim Yee,
Hafiz Wahiduzzaman,
Ho Kar Fei,
Aiman Syahiran,
Jocelyn Tumun,
Lee Sin Ken,
Ivan Alias,
Lim Shiw Wei,
Michael Owen of Manchester United,
Danang Prakoso.. and many more... :)

I had the Miracles of December indeed and it came from my Family. They made everything wonderful this year. It made me realise how important they were to me but i was at fault for neglecting them. The Christmas tree did its part in showing me how wonderful Christmas was.

January has its own stories..
I'll be celebrating my new year's breakfast in Rejab and if anyone is interested to join.. Be my guest..

My wish for the new year is that everyone is loved. Stop the endless fight of complications and unnessasary wars. Just a chance to find better days..


Please keep me in your prayers..
I'll keep you in mine..

Goodbye and Good Luck to you all..

Happy New Year..

FINAL ENTRY : Post Number 435

Hi..

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Hi..

How are you doing?
Is everything ok?
I hope so..

Whats wrong?
Do you wanna talk about it?

Or

Are you that busy?

Hope you didn't forget that I'm here..
See you around..

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Ocean Eyes

Fireflies - Owl City..

now thats a song full of music..

I woke up at 12.30pm on Tuesday. That one also because I got a call from Miss Ruzana. She was at KLCC, asking if I wanted to join them for a movie. Them : Ikhsan and her niece and nephew.

Initially I wanted to go to KLCC to find for that converse so I said ok.

This is Me and Ikhsan..

Both of us are Taylorian. He is doing is ADP in the other campus and its fun to talk to him. hahaha. Miss Ruzana intially introduced him to us (Calvin, Naz and I) in Bukit Jalil for the Manchester United Match.

We entered the cinema hall 1. Miss Ruzana told us that we were the only 2 noice in the whole theater. It was funny la. All of the sudden, I'm talking alot. Just like the old me use to be. I guess its the influence I have with the guys (Calvin and Naz) and Miss Ruzana.

After the movie, I excused myself to the Converse. Sadly, they ask me to try Mid Valley. Without even trying, i think the result is the same. So, theres only 2 main places I'm going to go. Sunway and Mid Valley.

Lost Lovers..

Lovers in Japan.. 

They are turning my head out
To see what I'm all about
Keeping my head down
To see what it feels like now
But I have no doubt
One day the sun will come out

Lost!

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one

These two songs were sung by Coldplay. I think you all should have an idea of who they are now. Putting aside Viva La Vida. That song was with no doubt at all Coldplay's best work of art.

But lets look at Lovers in Japan and Lost!. These songs have one thing in common. Both of them are about strength, postive and confidence.

As you notice the lyrics beside the pictures, it pretty much sums up what I mean don't you agree.
I find this 2 song very very positive from Coldplay. Its explaining part of your life, well, mine actually.

Theres alot of people who thinks I'm just weak and all sad and easy. See people thats where you're wrong.. I am very observant..

I'm not as stupid as you think. I test you..
What I need is not your advise of what is right or wrong, but for you to take initiative in what you say and show that you care.

So when I do something wrong, think twice. Because the wrong can be right.. and the right can be wrong..

2009..

A year of growing up..

A year of pretending..

A year of fitting in..

A year of trying..

A year of realisation..

I have no doubt..

One day the sun will come out. 

Sunday's Sun

Never thought December would suck this hard.

Mariah Carey did a remake of I Wanna Know What Love Is by The Foreigners.

It was only 2 weeks ago I realised.. Forgot to talk about it..
Modern Age music is dying.. What to do??

The other remakes?
Time after Time by Cyndi Lauper sung by Quiet Drive..

I still think Punk Rock stands out from the rest.. What ever they do seems to relate to todays world. Metal on the other hand is like jingle bells in my ears.

Today I felt, A MIGRAIN!



WHY? I drank Coffee! =.="
I slept late.. woke up early..
Don't blame me..

For your information.. the MUG on the right.. is nothing..
My MUG is 3 times the SIZE of this puny thing..

Too much caffein?? aihz..
All of a sudden I don't freaking care.. I'm going to die soon anyways.

My Gold Fishes

I want to talk about my pet fish.

I have an aquariam. My aquariam is installed with a oxygen tank for the fishes inside. I also have some green plants inside. Oh yea, there is also a Haunted Castle Gate Wall too. It looks haunted because of the color. Its dirty too. But I washed it earlier. So its looks ok now.

I have some sand in there too. White sand.

I only had 1 fish on Christmas Eve. But my dad bought another 2 just to make it look full.

These are my Gold Fishes.. =.='

 

Yea. Notice that orange one at the back?? That one cacat abit. Cause it likes to hide behind the greens and look up. I don't know why it does that, but it was normal. But when I give food. it wants it..

The one on the left is the other new one..

 

This one however, I don't know whether to call it a Gold Fish or a White Fish, but it has been with me for the past 5 years. That was since the first time I got the aquariam.

This fishy was brave enough to witness 8 deaths. The other fishes don't have the caliber this fish has. I bought it when it was very small. Now it growed so big and it has a beautiful skirt.

I have my Dad to thank for that. He and I always took care of the fishes.

I'm talking about the fishes cause alot of visitors came by and asked what type of fish was that.. So yea.. its a GOLD/WHITE Fish. :)

Thank You..

I don't include my relatives because its "COMPULSARY" for them to wish me anyways. :)
But to these wonderful people..

I felt like creditting them for wishing me..

(Chronologically)

Ivan Chia Kok Kang

Jocelyn Tumun ak Jonny

Kelvin Kwong Kok Khuen

Lim Wei Wan

Wong Yang Kent

Rainbow Lian Chye Hong

Ryan Ho Kok Loong

Looi Kah Shein (the bomoh)

Micheal Arthur Helboldt

Vivien Chai Su Hui

Afiqah Isabelle Yusuf

Fong Kheng Wai

Mariah Huibrechts

Nurliana binti Azhar

Sanjay Selvasubramaniam Anthony

 

Albert Van Hum Lian

Moganraj a/l Kalimuthu

Nurhashrin Jamaluddin

Pn Mariam binti Abbas

Ruzana binti Tukimin

Calvin Yong Yee Zhun

Leon Chan Choon Liong

Vincent Loh Win Sung

Kenny Lee Sin Ken

Muhammad Hafiz bin Wahidduzaman

Mohd Nazim bin Amin

Navin Kumar

Suleyman Kushairi

Veve Lim Shiw Wei

Anna Nuraina

Najihah binti Mohd Kamal

John Ng Chee Whye

Maisarah binti Zakaria

It wasn't a long list at all to start with.. But these people here, never-the-less if its a simple forward message to all, or a short phone call, but they cared enough for to include me in their blessing for this Glorious Day.

I would like to take this time out, with my deepest and most humble heart to say that, everyone of you made my Christmas wonderful. Not only by a simple message, but to show you care for me. Thank you very much.

And for those who ever know/knew/thought they know/might have known/ might have forgotton, me. OR those who got too caught up with Christmas, or even too shy to wish, don't worry. I'm not sad or disappointed. You have your reasons and I'll still keep you in my prayers.

You might have forgotton me as a friend.

But I'll always remember you as a person that inspired me.

Now I have to go watch Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi (Shhhhh!) on Channel 8..

Merry Christmas too you all..

Merry Christmas

It was a busy week for everyone.. I was excused from certain work from the house..

SO anyways..

This is what my tree would look like this year..

Its beautiful isn't it?

Well, I took the picture that very night when everything was completed..
I'm happy to see the tree up there.

Christmas was suppose to be about sharing and being with everyone around you.. Somehow, Christmas also refected my life..

See, I was always depending on that one person to make my day different that I was just ignorant and refuse to see it come from others.

I don't want to bother about anything for time being..

All I want for Christmas.. is to be with the people who wants to be with me..
I want it to be wonderful because it is my favourite day of the year..

Its time for forgiving and forgetting..

Its time for miracles and wishes..

Its time to sharing and caring..

Jesus you're 2009 years old

Somehow, i remembered Mr Adrian's definition of Christmas..

Its not Merry Christmas..

its Happy 2009 Birthday to Jesus.. 

hahaha.. 

Merry Christmas everyone..
Thank you for being with me, around me, along me, and taking all my nonsense and sharing my tears and joy.. I trully appreciate every moment of it..


Non of the wonderful moments can go away..
and it will never go away unless you want it to..


Thank you..
Cheers..

WILL BE BACK AFTER CHRISTMAS..

Digging Deeper #13

Well, it wasn't exactly my birthday..

It was my last day of work..
Back in July..

I can say that I had the time of my life working with the rest of the crew. Working for one thing was indeed fun. I can go on and on about my work but if you know me well, then you would know the joy i had in Fridays. It was not just a work place, but this is when I saw 'THE REAL WORLD'.

I grow in both mind and wisdom. I choices were wiser in almost anything. It help me develope myself into someone I am today.

But this post is not about all that, It was about my last day..

I went to work at 4pm despite my shift starting at 7pm. Well, i know i was going to miss everything so i wanted a head start.

To my surprise, my good buddy Lim Wei Wan got me something. It was kinda like an appreciation gift and a thank you present for everything. Thats was what she said..

Well, it was something.. really wonderful..

I was really lost in words when I got this from her.
I just didn't know what to say.. I was blessed..

My thank you at that point meant the world..

THANK YOU..

Too bad i didn't get the chance to get a picture with her or something. But I managed to curi her Facebook picture.

Lim Wei Wan..

the one in red..

Well, I call her Korean.. hahaha. we use to laugh alot in work and practically hype up the place.. Its been really long since I seen her too. She looks very young and hyper..

Wait till you find out her real age.. hahaha..

Another wonderful thing is, she treats me like a best friend despite age and experience difference. She calls me awesome.. I call her awesome.. We never really called each other awesome.. hahahaha.. theres always a dispute of who is more awesome than the other..

a Very Big Thank YOU

Lim Wei Wan..

a great friend that a small 15 year old, fresh men could ever ask for..

Kings and Queens

This song by 30 Seconds to Mars..

Kings and Queens..

This song reminded me of times when nothing was in our way of freedom..

Freedom and reality..
That I had to break free from my patience and just move on..

A wonderful feeling..
This reminded me so much of those retro-times when I was a kid..

It makes you feel that the world wants you.. The world wants to stand up with you when no one else wants you.. It makes you feel that whatever you done was appreciated for and not for waste.. One nation and one voice.. One family..